Self harm

I refused to see,

The sun so magnificent out,

While I kept pestering me,

Struggling with the night's haunt.

I refuse to be,

My joyous scintillant self,

While everday I die in me,

Shut in the closet

calling for help.

I will refuse to free,

Breakthrough the chains of society,

And stab myself with prickly thorns

Bleed till I am long gone.